boyfriends..???
Lately, many of my friends have been asking me whether i have a boyfriend or not…ahem…and when i say no….they seemed surprised….WHY IS THAT SO..!?!??!
do i look so frail that i need to depend on someone..???
Although i’m a person who’d take initiative to act, but in this aspect, i’d prefer things to come naturally…..i don’t want to look desperate..(because i’m not)
it’s just like 15 minutes ago, a friend of mine asked me whether i have a boyfriend or not and when i answered her no, she showed me that kind of unbelievable emoticon thingy…Sheeesh…it does not mean that when i hit 20, i need to have a partner or anything rite..???
another thing is my mom….GOSH…i’m dieting now for the sake of my future cosplays..!! not for some guys….GOSH..!!! and she just wouldn’t believe me…
everytime i try to eat less, she’ll say, ‘girl, dun diet la…your ‘jodoh’ not here yet…no need to rush’….AIYO….i feel like banging my head against the wall…
i kept telling her that i’m dieting for cosplay…( i dun wanna be a round roy mustang…*sweatdrops*)…and also for the sake of buying costumes online…(easier if i have sizes…)
SO basically, i am trying to look good for cosplays..!!! not for guys….GARGH..!!!!
nope, i’m not lying to myself…i know what i want in life…now my priorities goes to cosplaying…..many people told me that i’m lying to myself and deep down inside i’m actually trying to look good to attract the opposite sex…but when i reflect on myself, i don’t think that what they say is true…deep down, i still feel that i’m losing weight and trying to look good so that i will gain more confidence and be a better cosplayer…so yeah, i know what my goals are…
boyfriends…hmm…well, when the time comes, or when i meet someone i really like, i’ll consider…(hopefully my rationale thinking would be working that time..haha…)
right now, i’m happily contented with what i have in my life….REMEMBER..!!! FAMILY COMES FIRST…!!! XD XD haha……
p/s….MOMMYYYYYY I MISSSSSSSSSS YOU..!!!1(stuck in hostel for 5 days..)
August 17th, 2006 at 3:04 am
Well…who knows, maybe u get both cosplay n future boyfren at the same time during CF…HAHAHA…
Anyway, boyfren is juz one thing. I think, a lifetime partner that u can rely on and love each other that matters…else u might manage ur life irresponsibly.
August 17th, 2006 at 4:59 am
muahahahahahaha!!! Actually I was wondering the same thing…hahaha..just kidding!
I believe you na…but it wouldn’t hurt looking around a bit..^_^ *nudgenudgewinkwink* but don’t be like me la…too many husbands liao..LOL…yeah yeah I know..I’m hot stuff…*vomits*
What to do la…Kusano and Tegoshi kept fighting for me and now Shota and Aiba-chan mo..*sigh*
LOL…Blergh…me in la-la land again..^^;;;;
August 21st, 2006 at 10:49 pm
hmm y din i think of that…now i noe y….LOL..i noe u feel like strangling me now…anyway, dieting is one matter, staying healthy is another…so try not to let ur stomach curse u aight…LOL…stay healthy!