Hitochan’s Sanctuary

GAH…just when i thought the damned war was over, it’s back again…

Yeap, the ‘flu-plus-sore-throat-that-makes-you-feel-like-shit-when-you-wake-up WAR’…DAMN….my throat is so freaking uncomfortable now…and i did get enough sleep these 2 days..!!!

GOSH….what’s wrong..!?!? hmm…maybe i shouldn’t go down to the sauna yesterday….but what’s the connection in that?! i thought sweating all the toxic out would do my body better….but nooooooo….

GAH….sometimes i just wished i could pull my throat out, brush it squeaky clean and put it back…the uneasy feeling now is as if i have sand in my throat…GAH….@#@%!@$#!%$@%!@$

KAMISAMA, DAIMAOU, HOTOKESAMA…ANYONE….MAKE THIS SORETHROAT GO AWAY…!!!! KYAAAAAAAaaaaaa..!!

yeap, after long days and weeks of labour, i’ve finally got it….i’ve been infected by something known as the bacteria…it has somehow manage to penetrate through my walls of defence….

i can feel it slowly mutating and multiplying in my body….as i get weaker by the minute, it gets stronger…and i can feel my immune system fighting back…finally the bacteria has declared war against me….

haha…..in short, I AM SICK NOW…MY THROAT IS HURTING ME AND I FEEL SO FREAKING TIRED…!!!!

good thing my web tech lecturer gave us a good news today…CLASS THIS FRIDAY IS CANCELLED..!! OH GOSH..when i heard that i couldn’t explain how happy i was….it’s like…an angel has decended from heaven and has answered my prayers…..

the only thing left is to hear another good news from my interactive design lecturer….called her today but she didn’t know anything….(she must be rushing home to buka puasa…^^ i mean, i did call her at about 5pm…haha)

so let’s hope i get good news tmrw…!!!!

hmm…somehow today i felt somewhat weird…it’s as if i had mood swings….like…sometimes i mega hyper…and sumtimes i’m super quiet…

like when i was in the plaza, i met a couple of the forumers..(but i only recognise neon) i just waved…and that is a NO-STRENGTH-WAVE..GOSh….

NEON SAMA…GOMEN NE..!!!! didn’t have enough sleep the last night..!!!m(_ _)m

well, it’s true…i only slept like what….3 hours..??

was bz doing my assignments…leaflet…and drawing stuffs….sheesh….

which is why i’m slowly falling sick…..

ARGH……..i shall finish at least 2 of my assignments by this weekend…

wow..i see doubles now…!!! (i feel i need some rest….@_@;;;)

ok….seriously, hectic weeks awaits me now….since all the assignments have gone into ONSCREEN mode…..no more lazing around….no more playing around…..no more lazy sketches….IT’S THE REAL THING NOW….

gosh…let’s see…how many assignments i have..hmm…

1- flash - interactive animation….

2- 3D - character modelling and animation…

3- WebTech- designing a webpage for YPU….<< WTH!??!

4- photoshop - human analogy distortment….

5- InDesign - leaflet design…

YEap…that’s about it..WHAT THE HECK?!?! there’s  major stuffs to do….OMG….

good thing i’ve already completed the moral report on euthanasia…Gosh…these are all INDIVIDUAL WORKS…….T^T

but then, i heard that it’s even more hectic in TOA….had a few friends studying there and they told me that they labour students to death there….

GOSH…that’s scary..!!!

anyway, i don’t even have an off day in a week now…monday till sunday..i work work work work my ass off…..i don’t even have time for my animes now..!!! T^T

just the other day, i had to watch ouran and read a little bit of my manga till 5am…..life is hard….REallY hard….

yes…my usual rant on my assignments, blablabla….

but, i need to let it all out….i mean, the life here is sooooooo much different than that of TAR college….in TAR college, i do not feel as terrible as what i’m feeling now…..maybe it’s because of group works…our burdens are divided…

here everything is individual…not that THAT is a bad thing, it harnest our skills…and i like that very much…(i’ve learnt a lot of things here…like understanding about css…flash i understand more, and the effects of photoshop, illustrator and indesign…..)

the thing is, it’s hard…it’s very very hard..i find myself acting strange sometimes..like…not being the genki me, or the happy-go-lucky susu i once was..

GOSHHhhhh…i am sooooooo looking forward to november…that time, everythning would be handed up…

well, come what may, i know i can handle it…but at times like this, friends, are not really the friends they once used to be…..at times like this, the only person to rely on..is yourself….NEVER RELY ON YOUR FRIENDS…you’ll end up regretting….NEVER DEPEND ON YOUR FRIENDS….you’ll end up fumbling over unfinished works….

trust me, for i know these things…and i’ve gone through it…(not that i depend on them….i did backup works….just in case that person didn’t do anything and then we end up failing for the group work….)

somehow i’ve decided not to tell that person that i’ve completed the group work ALLLLLL ALONE…and i’ll leave him fumbling over what he is supposed to do….

i’m not being mean, but the way he is…someone ought to teach him a lesson to NOT depend on a person to do HIS part that much…..somehow, his dependency on others is so disgusting…..GOSH….thick skinned B@5T@RD…..

rite, on the other hand, if i ever offended anyone in this period of time, i’m not asking for forgiveness, rather i’m asking that you guys understand what i’m going through….i can’t cope with that much stress…..i’m not god…i’m only human, so as a fellow human, i believe that you would understand it too….if you don’t, try putting yourself in my shoes..and if you still don’t, then i can only say, BUZZ OFF AND GO FLY A KITE!!!!!

GYA…..monday was the big day…the day my dad grew one year older…haha…

well, nothing much happened that day..it started out quite BORING in fact….

and the fact that i woke up at 2pm didn’t help improve the situation either…haha…coz the night before, me and my bro were watching EPL….(gosh….MU suck that much already!?!! losing to arsenal on homeground…-_-lll)

anyway, the whole day we just went on without doing anything special….(and i had to study for the following day for my stupid moral test..GAH…=_=)

the fun part starts at 5pm…haha…the time when we decided to go get a cake for my dad….(well, my dad was there too…) so yeah, we went to the nearest secret recipe to get him a cake….and when we reached there…GOSH..there was sooooooo many selections to choose from..!!! we can’t decide whether it’ll be cheesecake, or spongecake..or mudcake..!! in the end, we took 1 slice of every type….haha…because, 12 slices of it will make a whole…so yeah, we basically did that…GOSH..it was soooooo funny..!! (and a rather ‘cacated’ cake)

but it’s a unique one…^^;;;

anyway, when we reached home, my bro went WHOA…when he saw the cake..haha..and then i started picking it out…(coz i have to stay in the hostel…if i leave the cakes at home without picking them out first..then it’s bye bye…) haha…

after that, all of us got ready, i packed my stuffs to go back to the hostel and then loaded the car with my junk and head to..guess what……VICTORIA STATION FOR OUR DINNER..!!!

OMG…my dad is treating us VICTORIA STATION…!!!! IN TAIPAN..!!(where the heck is that?? *swt*)

anyway, when we reached there…i was amazed by the interior…it looks just like a train..!!!! XD XD and i ordered my first STEAK..!!!(erm, i dun usually take beef…but when my friends in university told me that it’s nice..and then i ate beef teppanyaki the other day in SHOGUN..thought i’d give it a try)

ok…anyway, me ordered BOMBAY steak…for spicy lovers…my dad ordered victoria steak…(the signature dish..i think…) my mom, er…mandarin chicken i think….my younger bro, the usual chicken maryland…(sheesh….SIENZ) and my elder bro…A FILLET OH FISH….(gosh..he is eating healthy stuffs now!! that scares me!!)

haha…WOW..the steak taste so freaking delicious!!!! i just had to slowly munch it down…and then…gosh…my dad suddenly stole a little part of my steak meat..!!! and then i told him….touka kouka(FMA ADDICT HERE)…..he was like..tou WHAT~!? ^^

anyway, i took his steak too….and man our steak is DELICIOUS.!!! seriously, i recommend anyone who is a steak lover to go to victoria station…slurps~~!!

and then after that, we had ourselves stuffed…and head on to my hostel…T^T

yeap, the wholeeeeee family went up to my room…..(good thing i’m staying in a master bedroom….or else i dun think can fit… haha)

and then they hang around for a while…blablabla…saying how messy my room is…blablabla….and left..T^T…..

after about 30minutes..my mom called me..!! and told me that they are eating the cake then..!!! GOSh…..she just loooooove to make me jealous…haha…but then again…I ALREADY ATE MINE.!! WAAKAAKAK..

well, basically i had lots of fun yesterday…..and once again, i would like to say…

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD..!!!! YOU’RE THE GREATEST..!!! XD XD XD*MUACKS*

(and ahaha…i sent the last birthday wish to you…^^  at about 11.45pm..haha..)

LUF YA DAD..!! XD XD XD XD

WAkaka….today i went to shogun to celebrate my friend’s birthday…(well, err, her birthday was on the 30th of august…but oh well…haha..)

so, we went to 1 utama’s shogun for our FEAST..!!!

haha…(and there goes my diet…-_-lll…BUT FOR SUET SUET…I CAN FORGET DIET FOR 1 DAY.!!!)

anyway, when my alarm rang this morning….i was reluctant to get up..because i was dreaming of something nice…and then something seemed to be ringing…in my dream…haha…you know sometimes you get that kind of image…something outside of your dream ringing…haha..

ahem ahem…anyway, i got up and waited for my other 2 friends….bla blabla….

and off we go..!! XD XD

haha..

hmm…going there wasn’t really any trouble, but coming back was…but i’ll get to that later…haha….

when we got to shogun….we met up with the belated brithday girl, chatted and went in…WOW…when we stepped into SHOGUN…they had a whole line of staffs lined up to wish the customers ‘IRASHAIMASE’…GOSH…i suddenly felt so grand.!! XD XD

(and er…i kinda saw a bishie there…haha…..it’s like…suddenly our eyes met..!! that kind…haha….gosh….i’m being flirtatious..!!! (is there such a word..!?!!? ^^)

anyway, we got to our seats and started to dine..WOW..there’s sooooooooooooo many things to eat there….and hui ching got me a guess what…..sharks’ fin soup..!!!(buffet and you have sharks fin soup..!?! OMG…..)

hmm..whether it’s genuine sharks fin soup, i dunno but it taste DAMN GOOD I TELL YOU…!!!! and then we started taking sushis…and yeah…everything.!!!

wow…the food there is absolubtly fantastic…..for just RM48…i wouldn’t mind going there again….they have everything….miso soup(slurps!! fantastic), sushis..fried stuffs, teppanyaki, normal food, soba, california(crab,unagi,whatever) roll, ice cream, deserts(konyaku jelly,cakes,mochi) OMG…anything you name it…they have it….which is why we stuffed ourselves till we’re unable to walk…*swt* (it’s like the typical anime characters where they eat to full and they have this really huge stomach…yeah…imagine us into something like that..haha..)

but really, it’s sooooooooo much fun..!!!!!!

really had a time of my life there today…haha…and before leaving…(although full as a pig..-_-lll) i took 1 konyaku jelly and stuffed it in my mouth…it’s sort of like..a closing ceremony…!! XD XD

haha…then after that we walk around the place….suet went and did her haircut….(from a bishie….AND I DIdn’T EVEN GET TO SEE HIM.!!!)

blablabla…then we decided to go to the curve after that…haha….well, 1 utama is only fun when you have $$$ to spend..but after shogun…i was a little bit holding back on spending….so yeah, we went to The Curve….

blablabla…had starbucks there…blablabla….then decided to leave…THERE’s where the exciting and fun thing starts to happen….haha…

ALL OF US..i repeat..ALL OF US wasn’t sure of how to get back home…well, elvi did mention that she knew….-_-lll)

so we turned and turned…and in the end…WE WERE LOST..!!! haha…and it was almost 9pm already….there were 2 cars….elvi and bf in one..and me, hui ching and suet in my car…..soooo….the other car wanted to go back to kl wherelse i want to get back to klang…..haha…so they took the left side, and we took the right…yeap, we were on the right path to federal highway….we were sooooooooooooooooooo relying on signboard…(THANK YOU SIGNBOARDS!!)

ok…..then we were on kerinchi link…and finally i saw the word KLANG on the signboard…I WAS SOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY..!! haha…finally on te right track…!!

ok ok…we were on federal highway, but i was a little blur on whether we were on the right side….i thought we were on the side leading to kl…(gah..suet..you all should tell me…haha…) ok..so i took the u turn..AND WE REALLY WERE ON THE SIDE TO KL THAT TIME….!! (before that we were already on the right track…me and my own stupidity…swt..)

then…yeah, we went down further..thank god for another u turn….and then YEAH, we were on the right way back to klang….and blablabla….

but seriously, when we were lost, i kinda said…" dun worry, let’s just look at signboards….no need to panic….when we have low fuel and if we’re still lost that time, THEN we start to panic"….haha….

anyway, it was a funny and exciting experience…..i was so worried that we’ll end up in highways to kedah…or kelantan…or ipoh…without anyway to turn back…GOSH…..

but for today, THANK YOU SUET, HUI CHING AND ELVI (and elvi’s bf…sorry…didn’t really get your name…..jason was it..?? or john….*swt*)

it was really fun.!!! let’s do it again sometime..!!!(er..minus the getting lost part…*swt*)

gosh…everytime when it’s the start of a new week, i’ll count the number of days before it’s friday….i look forward to fridays now…(haha..there’s where TGIF comes in…haha…)

on fridays, i can go home (after being with a dreaded housemate -_-lll), relax at home, see my family, and SLEEP ON MY BIG BED..!!! (without anyone barging into my room)….

oh, by the way, i’ve been reaaaaaaaaallllyyy addicted to ouran’s song ‘Mata Ashita!’….it has a similar sounding theme like prince of tennis’ ‘Gather’, whereby the cast members sing the song together…only thing is ‘Mata Ashita’ has a happier sound to it..!! XD XD

everytime i hear that song i’ll smile to myself…..and i’ll imagine the characters singing and playing together…(OMG..I’M TOO OBSESSED WITH OURAN NOW..!!! SOMEBODY STOP ME.!!!!)

OH…another thing which surprises me…(or rather…shocked me…) WAS MY OWN WEIGHT..!!

OMG…i’m so close to getting to my target weight now…..i was shocked to see the weighing scale point to ‘that’ number..(Haha…can’t mention here the number…still shy shy la…XD XD..but i’m making progress..!!!)

so hopefully in another 1 month’s time, i can acheive my target weight..!!!

KYAAAaaaa…..GAMBARIMASUUUUuuu….!!!(but seriously, diet is reaaallllyyy hard….T^T)

and my friends aren’t helping me either….they eat ice cream and purposely ‘lure’ my purse to get the ice cream….good thing i can withstand the serpent’s speech…haha…..

tonikaku, DIET WA GAMBARIMASUUUUUuuuuuuuuu…..!!!!!

Fight-OOOOOoooooooo…~~~!!!

well, have you ever felt that your privacy has been intruded before….??? i’ve come to know 1 person who does not know how to respect other’s privacy…like..not knocking the door before coming in….

i hate it when people just walk right into my room without letting me know…

can’t they just say a simple ‘nyohoo’ or ask ‘ can i come in?’ gosh, arent’ they though to do such a thing at home…??

i mean, what if you barge into something you’re not suppose to see..!!?!?!

lately this girl is slowly pissing me off (not that she hasn’t pissed me off before)

there’s the incident with the mp3 player a few weeks back, and then now this…GOSH…!!

it just like 5 minutes ago…i was using my laptop in my room…and she just walked into my room and talked on the phone…and sat right behind me…and then when my mp3 is playing, she spoke even louder (as if asking me to lower down my volumn)….HEY SISTER, THIS IS MY ROOM….I CAN BLAST MY SONGS OUT LOUD IF I WANT TO!

and she can complain that people are being bitchy…..gosh…go look at yourself in the mirror…!!

another incident is concerning our hostel’s access card…well, each and everyone of the hostel residents here need to fork (notice i used the word ‘fork’) out RM50 as a deposit for the smart card…it’s something like touch’n go…like, when you drive into the hostel’s vicinity you just use the card….or when you want to go to the minimart, you just touch the card on the scanner on the door..something like that (high tech eh? XD XD)

anyway, that cheapskate girl refuses to buy her own and keeps borrowing from us…man…i’ve shown her soooooo many signs that we’re relunctant to lend her…

like, there was once we were all in the living room…and suddenly she wants to go down…she announced that she needs the access card…NONE OF US ARE WILLING TO GET UP AND LEND HER..!!!

but she still ask us…..(and she had her eyes directed at me….-_-lll)

so yeah, i lent her and added something….i said ‘ isn’t it about time you get your own?’….

she just said, oh sorry ar…pai seh har…

how thick skinned can a person get..!?!?

she’s one of the most troublesome person i’ve ever seen…..!!!

man  i can’t wait to shift out of this place….then i’ll never have to see her AGAIN..!!!!!!

i have no idea why but suddenly i am in love with ouran koukou host club….i kept thinking of the anime series the whole day..!!!! and when i rewatched them again, it somehow gives me the happy and don’t-care-about-anything-else feeling…GOSH….sometimes anime could work wonders..!!!

now i’m sooooooooo looking forward to the day i collect my ouran costume…can’t wait to put it on..!!!! the ‘kick’ of the anime is somehow similar to the one i had the last time i was crazily obsessed with prince of tennis….XD XD

anyway…after the ouran marathon i had today, i realized that, tamaki’s traits are somehow the traits i want for my future boyfriend ( well, if i were to ever gonna have 1…-_-lll)

well, first off, he’s kind..(gosh..he cares for haruhi so much sometimes i get jealous of her..!!!)

2ndly, he has a somewhat comical personality….!! (The way he sulks, the way he talks, the way he does everything!!!!) gosh….he could make anyone laugh, anywhere, anytime…..*glompz tamaki*

next well, HE IS RICH!!!!!! HE IS GOOD LOOKING!!!!!! (gah..well, this is not as important as the first 2..but STILL IMPORTANT..!!!XD XD)

haha…anyway, it’s just a random let go of my inner feelings…(haha..that’s what a girl does when she is stressed rite..? XD XD)

GYAa….anyway, ouran is so much love…..tamaki will still be my number 1 favourite character in ouran…..but i realise slowly but surely, the hitachinn brothers are slowly climbing up the ‘OBSESSION-OF-HITOCHAN’ stairs…haha…

maybe it’s because i’m cosplaying kaoru for CF…haha…i’m beginning to like him..!! XD XD (tamaki is still WAAAAAAAAAYyyy ahead though..haha.)

WHICH is why i’m planning to get a blonde wig…so that i can cosplay tamaki for a photoshoot….(gonna organise 1 pretty soon…..i have to officially open my blue contacts..^^ maybe after CF….before chinese new year, i might organise 1 ouran photoshoot….)

and please…if anyone stumbled upon a tamaki or any other ouran plushie….PLEASE NOTIFY ME..!!! I’M SO OBSESSED WITH OURAN NOWwwww.!!! XD XD XD

*kiss kiss fall in love!*

haha….sounds like something familiar rite…??

anyway, nopez, i’m not doing an advertisement for the TAK NAK campaign…it’s just that, we as humans must learn how to say no…..

it happened to me many times already, whereby i got taken advantage of (not sexually okay..!?!?)because i didn’t want or didn’t know how to say a simple no…..

anyway, just the other day, i know this friend who is sort of notorious because of her spending habits and not using her own cash to spend….well, the thing is, she likes to borrow money from others, and then starts spending the borrowed money like water…then she’ll take a loooooooong time before she starts returning the cash…

i did lend money to her once(er…actually many times already), and then it took her quite some time to return the cash to me….anyway, let’s get back to the topic…swt….i always get carried away with another story…haha..

ahem…anyway, she wanted to ‘perform’ her habits again by asking my housemate for RM20….ok, not a very big sum, but still….-_-lll

my housemate didn’t have that much with her that time, and so, yeah, she came to me…asked me for RM20….at first i told her i didn’t have small change (i didn’t want to lend it to her AT ALL..)…so i thought as normal and not-so-thick-skinned human beings, she’ll just have go away empty handed…but she did not…instead, she asked me for RM50..!! i was like, WTF..1?!?

but still, i wanted to say no….but she insisted…OK..and she said she’ll return it to me in class….GOSH….she talks a lot of bull shit…

till now, i haven’t got back my RM50 yet…

ARGH…….anyway, i’m gonna be harsh when i meet her today…i’m gonna go straight to her and ask her to return me the cash….and there won’t be another time anymore that i’m lending my $$$ to her…!!!

(even my other housemate feels that she is a pain in the arse….stingy and selfish…..i’m not exegeratting(Gosh…how do you spell this word!?!?) she is stingy and selfish…-_-lll)