dr. SLUMP…=_=lll
yes…my usual rant on my assignments, blablabla….
but, i need to let it all out….i mean, the life here is sooooooo much different than that of TAR college….in TAR college, i do not feel as terrible as what i’m feeling now…..maybe it’s because of group works…our burdens are divided…
here everything is individual…not that THAT is a bad thing, it harnest our skills…and i like that very much…(i’ve learnt a lot of things here…like understanding about css…flash i understand more, and the effects of photoshop, illustrator and indesign…..)
the thing is, it’s hard…it’s very very hard..i find myself acting strange sometimes..like…not being the genki me, or the happy-go-lucky susu i once was..
GOSHHhhhh…i am sooooooo looking forward to november…that time, everythning would be handed up…
well, come what may, i know i can handle it…but at times like this, friends, are not really the friends they once used to be…..at times like this, the only person to rely on..is yourself….NEVER RELY ON YOUR FRIENDS…you’ll end up regretting….NEVER DEPEND ON YOUR FRIENDS….you’ll end up fumbling over unfinished works….
trust me, for i know these things…and i’ve gone through it…(not that i depend on them….i did backup works….just in case that person didn’t do anything and then we end up failing for the group work….)
somehow i’ve decided not to tell that person that i’ve completed the group work ALLLLLL ALONE…and i’ll leave him fumbling over what he is supposed to do….
i’m not being mean, but the way he is…someone ought to teach him a lesson to NOT depend on a person to do HIS part that much…..somehow, his dependency on others is so disgusting…..GOSH….thick skinned B@5T@RD…..
rite, on the other hand, if i ever offended anyone in this period of time, i’m not asking for forgiveness, rather i’m asking that you guys understand what i’m going through….i can’t cope with that much stress…..i’m not god…i’m only human, so as a fellow human, i believe that you would understand it too….if you don’t, try putting yourself in my shoes..and if you still don’t, then i can only say, BUZZ OFF AND GO FLY A KITE!!!!!
September 20th, 2006 at 6:35 pm
4 me, fail is not an option, coz i got only ‘one shot’
in evry try. Some of the rich spoilt kids there doesn’t even care if they fail coz they got financial support evrytime until they pass. Briefly, i’m in the opposite situation n fail means put me in lotsa trouble, especially all my study fees ended up being solely supported by myself. In ur shoes, I say to myself “I MUST succeed”
this modern scenario is like RK’s survival of the fittest. Trust no one but yourself to survive. The strong shall live n the weak shall die. Those yellow eyed killer look….appeared when RK was pushed to the limit…
no more buzzin off, when the hitokiri within is about to awaken n finish em off.
September 20th, 2006 at 11:27 pm
well, in a way kenny, we think alike..till now, my motto in life is also tsuyokere wa iki, yowakere wa shinu….basically it means the strong survive, the weak die….
the only person you can trust in life is yourself when you go into the working world….failing is not an option…
September 21st, 2006 at 3:24 am
the strong survive and the weak die eh…frankly i think about that every once in a while and yea, it bears some truth to a certain extent..well i’m not going about debating on the subject because i know it doesn’t matter, really…what’s important is knowing that there are others who have gone through what you’ve been put to experience and drawing strength in each other when times are bad…luv ya gurl…muacks