Hitochan’s Sanctuary

yes…i can finally breathe again….(no no..i’m not suffering from any disease..DON’T GO CURSING ME WILL YA.!??! )

haha…anyway, what i’m talking about is actually my assignments…i’ve finished one very hectic one (well, to me it is hectic…i dunno about you guys), which is….FLASH..!!!! (yeah..!!*throws confetti*)

you see, i’m not super-overly-extremely pro in using flash, so i work slow on it, but managed to complete it and am really happy with the outcome…(ok, credits goes to allister for helping me solve the scripting part i had problems with…THANX ALLISTER..!!! LOVE YOU LOTS..!!*muacks*)

seriously, allister has been a great help to this assignment of mine…gosh, without him, i think i would be having bruises on my head as a result of me banging against the wall…haha….KYAaaaaaaaaaa….!! ALLISTER..THANX A BUNCH…!!!*glompz and muacks* and one more thing…GOSH…i miss you guys so freaking much…..it’s been…*counts* almost 3 months already..!! XD XD haha…

but anyway, the interactive flash based story for kids is DONe..!! BWAHAHAHHAAH…..and i can finally breathe again…!!!

the only thing i have left to do is the web tech and 3D as my other assignments are also finished…..i’ll start to work on web tech and hopefully finish it by monday, and then i can focus completely on my dreaded 3D work….

i can’t say i like 3D as much as i did last time…..no i do not hate it, the thing is, it’s difficult to learn…..and with class starting from 9 in the morning and no rest till 4pm, i practically had to slap myself to stay awake in class….SERIOUSLY..!!!

so sometimes when the lecturer is explainning, i will unknowingly doze off a few seconds…imagine that!! (yeah, i slap myself after that every 10 minutes to stay awake….)

*sighs* anyway, i am not giving up (no…this thought has never came across my mind, not now, not ever!) and i’ll continue to add my knowledge on 3D….

life is not easy, i know it…if it’s easy, then life wouldn’t be worth living in anymore….these are the few challenges in life that i’ll face now, and when i’m in the working world, i need to brace my self for EVEN MORE harder stuffs…(like….fussy clients, and gosh…i hope my future boss would be a nice person..!!….or rather, i would love to be the boss…XD XD)

well yeah, i’ve caught the nana bug….i’ve been buying so many of nana’s merchandise lately….. like…her ring, and today i just got myself another leather jacket for her cosplay next year…haha…. yeah, i DO know that my body is rather large to cosplay her..but i’m currently trying my very best to lose the extra buldges i have…..so do support me ya..?? XD XD i’m looking for someone to cosplay ren…or rather the entire blast band…..XD XD….. so most probably i’ll be doing 3 characters again next year….*Swt* anyway, for ren….ahem…i’m in the process of brainwashing my friend to cosplay him…(and yes..he IS a guy..!! XD XD) i m currently trying to grow my hair and style it according to nana’s…(hopefully it suits my face..!! *prays*) anyway, i’m also addicted to endless story…AGAIN..!!!! can’t stop listening to it…and i’ve been trying to get the lyrics to it… the only thing i came up with was the translated version of it….but do read through it if you’re a fan of the song…(yes..Yuna Ito really gave that ‘feel’ when she sang the song….) anyway, here’s the translation of the song…..ENJOY.!!!!

If you haven’t changed your mind,

Then I want you by my side tonight,

I’m so tired of always having to bluff,

Everytime I think about you baby,

I feel so young,

If I could just tell you I miss you,

It is hard to say I’m sorry,

You see, I want to sing this song,

Not for just anyone,

But just for you,

An endless story that goes on and on in this radiance,

Always, I wanna show you, forever and ever,

Memories of our time together,

This way, they don’t go away,

Once I knew that the warmth between us had disappeared,

Gentle tears started to spread over my chest,

This is not where it ends, I’m missing you,

Please don’t let go of my hand,

You see, I wish I could sing this song,

Just for you,

Just one more time,

An endless story of endless love,

Tell me why please tell me forever and ever,

You see, I want to sing this song,

Not for just anyone,

But just for you,

An endless story that goes on and on in this radiance,

Always, I wanna show you, forever and ever,

You see, I wish I could sing this song,

Just for you,

Just one more time,

An endless story of endless love,

Tell me why, please tell me, forever and ever.

beautiful…isn’t it..???

haha…yeap, i went to the movies with my mom last night….(yeah, partially to ease of my hatred and stressed self…-_-lll)

anyway, my mom has been asking me to go watch ROB B HOOD with her since the movie came out…..so seeing that i stumbled upon a coupon saying buy 1 free 1 from TGV, i thought…OK……HAHA….

well, we watched the 11.55pm movie and i was sooooooo worried that i’ll fall asleep in the cinema…i mean, i had a 10am class that morning…(yeah, it’s a sunday and i have extra class….how pathethic…)

anyway, when the movie started, GOSH..i was laughing from the start of the movie till the end of the movie…OMG…the movie was hilarious…..i can’t put it into words how funny it was but ….SEriously….it’s been a while since i’ve last watched a comedy in the cinema…..come to think of it, it’s been a while since i’ve last been into a cinema….-_-lll

anyway, baby matthew  is sooooooooooo cute..!!!!! i wish i had a baby brother like him…(but then again, my younger bro is also another mega cute baby when he was a baby….haha….)

the show, GOSH, J chan and L koo’s acts to make the baby stop crying made me laughed till my jaw hurt…haha….and there was one part where they threw the baby into the washing machine to hide him and accidentally pressed the start button…HAHAA……yeah, it’s dangerous, but…the way the show put it, was…funny..!! XD XD

anyway, this is a higly recommended show for a good laugh…

okay…the next time i go to the cinema would be for……DEATH NOTE..!!!!

(and happy feet..OMG..dancing and singing penguins.. who would miss it..!?!! XD XD)

wow..it’s really really rare to see hitochan in the library….haha..i mean, i feel odd too sitting in the library…i hardly enter the library at all..!!!! so yeah, now i’m in the library sitting and typing this blog….this is just sooooooooo weird…haha…..

anyway, do you guys ever get pissed with fickle minded lecturers…?? coz i do and man…i have one really fickle minded one here…..previous week, he accepted your work, asked you to make just minor adjustments….but this week, you have to change sooooooooooooooo many things…i was like…WTH..!?!?

it’ll be presentation week after the raya holidays and now he is asking me to change so many things..!?!?

and the stuffs he asks me to change sounds so absurd…..some changes makes the thing looks worse…!!! (it’s not just my personal opinion…i’ve asked several other ppl concerning the changes he asks me to make, and all of them say the lecturer has gone cuckcoo…!! @_@;;

anyway, he is STILL the lecturer(damn…i hate that fact!!) and i’ll need ti obey to him….(damn again..!!) but not everything…..i won’t make stupid changes just to please him….and if he wants to bombard me with critism, then BRING IT ON! i can take it and throw it back at your face, anytime, anywhere…..

yeah, after 3 months of not being able to go out to shop, finally i manage to find time to go out…(well, actually my mom wants to go out, and i feel so guilty not driving her out…so being a fillial piety daughter, haha..i sort of ’sacrificed’ la..)

anyway, we went to jalan tuanku abdul rahman, yeah….the place that we chinese are not supposed to go during these times…..why? IT’S BECAUSE IT’S SO FREAKING NEAR TO HARI RAYA AND DEEPAVALI NOW..!! AND THAT PLACE IS SO FREAKING PACKED..!!!

but ahem, what to do….mommy likes the kebaya there…and besides, it’s cheap there…!! so have to ’sacrifice’ again……haha…

well, i wasn’t in the mood to give any opinions that time because it was hot and humid…and GOSH….there’s sooooooooo many ppl there…!!!! it’s as if, everything was free…people were grabbing clothes and stuffs like there was no tomorrow..!!!  i was @_@;;; the whole time…….

anyway, thank god my mom managed to buy her stuffs fast and before it rained super heavily, we got ourselves out of that PACKED area and head to our next destination….BERJAYA TIMESQUARE..!!!XD XD

i was driving like a maniac on the road because my mood was partially affected because of the hot environment and the sardine area i just went through….anyway, when we reached timesquare, GOSH….i felt…REFRESHED..!!

the cool breeze from the air cond boosted my mood and i was erm how do you say, ok ok again la..XD XD

then ya, we did shopping…..blablabla…and makan…..

ok…after makan, it’s as if me and my mom was refueled…!! before that, we were telling ourselves that, after makan we will go home….like, we’ll call it a day……

but we didn’t know why, after that, we went on shopping..!! i was sooo in the mood for it again…haha….then yes….i saw….NANA’S RING THINGY..!!

what do you call that..?? the vivienne westwood ring thingy….haha….

and DUH…seeing that i’m unable to resist such cool stuffs, obviously i bought it…haha….

TADA…..

COOL HUH..!??!

GOSh..i love it soooooooo much….at first i didn’t want to get it…but after thinking…and considering the fact that i’m cosplaying nana next year..(HOPEFULLY….) i decided to get it ..haha…..

and yeap this made my day….XD XD

i have to pamper myself after so many torturous weeks in university….

so yeah….NANA RING THINGY…GETto..!!!! XD XD

p.s….ooo…i’m so going back to animetech to get nana’s watch thingy…and the spiky wrist band…haha….XD XD

i was just wondering..would a person die because of lack of sleep..?? for example, for 3 days, that person just slept for like…less than 12 hours…?? will that harm that person’s internal organs or whatsoever…??

coz erm..that crazy person is MUA..(and gosh..i sound so proud…SWT..) anyway, i have been sleeping at 4 am and 5 am lately and getting up at about 8 am everyday now…(yeah, you know what i’m doing…) haha…i’ve read that a person died from playing pc games 3 days straight without any sleep so i was wondering if this could really happen to me..!?!1

GOSH…..!!

i dun wanna die..!!!

i too young to die.!

i am not even 21 yet..!!

i haven’t even had my costume party done yet..!!!!

i haven’t cosplayed yazoo yet..!!!

i haven’t lived my life enough yet..!!

oh and another thing, i noticed that lack of sleep = easy way to lose weight..!!

haha…i lost about 3 kgs this week which, i think partially was because of the insufficient sleep i went through…..haha..my mom is suspecting that i’m taking slimming pills..WHICH I AM NOT..!!! GOSH…who in their right mind would endanger their lives like that..!?! well, i know i wont….life is precious….and i cherish mine..A LOT….

it’s just that, i need holidays now….@_@;;;;

well, needless to say, this blog is on a club…haha….a great club..!!
haha..yeap, you’ve guessed it….i just found out that in LUCT, there’s a club called the ‘kurotsuki club’…well, at the beginning, i didn’t know what the club is, i mean, it is in jap,(that’s the main reason it attracted my attention..^^;;;)
but on wednesday, when i approached the table, i think i misheard it as animation club, instead of anime club….*thwacks ownself*
but after i approached them again today, i was told that it is an ACG/cosplay club…GOSH…how can i not join it..!?!!?
i mean, this is what i’ve always wanted in colleges and universities….and FINALLY..!!! they have it here..!!
last time when i was in TARC, there wasn’t any club such as the ones they have here…

haha…but one thing though, this club was set up by cf forumers….haha…i immediately recognise a few of them when i was writting my name down the member’s list…..i tried pulling a few of my friends..but they keep telling me that they have no time…blablabla…..(yeah, it’s not that i have time for it too, but i can MAKE time for acg and cosplays) ^^;;;

anyway, i do not know what or how the club is going to carry out their activities…..maybe they’ll have cosplay conventions….or anime screenings…(DEATH NOTE IS COMING..!!! XD XD) or or….er..manga reading competition..?
or…human cosplay chess competition..?? i dunno..haha..i can only anticipate…XD XD
GOSH..WAKU WAKU SURU ZE..!! XD XD

the only thing i know is that i’m really excited and thrilled to be able to join a club that i’ve always wanted….XD XD

YATTA..!!! XD XD

well, deadine for assignments for me is literally translated as DEAD FOR HITOCHAN…..well, it’s true..i mean, i slept only at 6am yesterday trying to finish my 3d work….and today i have to complete my leaflet assignment and PRAY TO GOD that it does not get rejected…..oh god, please, don’t let it be rejected….

and then after that i have to finish up my human distortment assignment…(let’s hope this one sails through too….*crosses fingers*)

then for the rest of the week, i’ll have to focus on flash animation…..KYAAaaaaaa…..haha..my mom was also shocked to see me still awake yesterday when she woke up…^^;;;

hmm…it seems of late, i’ve been complainning a lot about my workload…but i just can’t help it….it’s far too much and i need to vent out my frustrations….i’m not the type to keep everything inside me….well, i do not DIRECTLY vent it out, and there’s where blogs come into the picture…haha..

so yeah, i need to bear with this heavy workload for another 2 more weeks..hopefully after that, my web tech and 3D do not give me that much of a headache…..because 1 day before deepavali, i’ll have to pass up 3 of my assignments, and that’ll lift a whole lot of burden off my shoulder…..(oh dear lord, please make me pass this up smoothly without any problems…)

and by that time, my moral exams would be over…so i really really hope that it’ll be hari raya soon..because by that time…I CAN GO AND ‘LEPAK’ AGAIN..!!!

(gosh…being kept in the house doing work for almost 14 weeks can make a person reaaaaaaaaaaaallllyyy bored…and boring..<< get what i mean??)

OMg…it’s been a while since i’ve last felt this full…gosh….

today i went to this restaurant called ‘chicken buffet’..and ate…yeap..you guessed it…CHICKEN…!!!(duh..what else..!?!!?)

anyway, gosh….i only managed to eat like….so little..!!(i can’t describe how little…) and i felt so freaking suffed…i feel like a thanksgiving turkey..!!!

seriously, there was one time i felt like throwing out..i can’t even hear a single thing my li’l bro was saying…he was mumbling sumthing bout a salad or chicken or whatever…..GOSH….

oh, the reason we went there and had our meal was to give my li’l bro a treat..it was his birthday after all….and every year we will go there and let him eat till he had enough….haha….

so yeah, i thank god that his birthday is only once a year….or else…i think you’ll only get to see me in the hospital..can’t stand it..GOSH…i fear chicken now.!!!!

oh, anyway, when we were in sunway pyramid today, me and my younger bro took the liberty to buy my elder bro his eeyore…(yeap..the donkey character in winnie the pooh) HAHA….and after that, i didn’t feel contented with what we’ve got and continue looking for something more…significant….well, something he would really smile or laugh when he sees it….

AND BINGO…I FOUND……………A NISTELROOY DOLL.!!!! and it was soooooooo suitable to be put in his car..!! XD XD XD

haha….so er yeah, basically we spent almost RM50 on his birthday prezzie….

(ahem…i hope he doesn’t forget about mine….-_-lll)

haha…..

but i still owe my li’l bro his prezzie….i can’t possibly get him his prezzie IN FRONT OF HIM RITE?? haha…so i’ve already told him that i’ll get him his during my sem break….

NOW…..what should i get him..?? XD XD XD

well, seriously, my tv is jinxed…it has been jinxed eversince the world cup started…..you see, whenever we watched footballl on that tv, it would end up either goal-less, or a draw…it has never failed to produce that results..!! (REALLY!!!!)

anyway, today was england against macedonia for the euro qualifier….well, i thought england’s performance would be better under a new manager…BUT GOSH..they are performing the same as before..!!! GAh….the dissapointment..

anyway, yeap, here’s where my jinxed tv came into the picture…several shots were made, but non made it to the back of the net….pityful….well duh, it ended up being a goaless draw…-_-lll

and i watched the entire match on the jinxed tv of mine..!!! (damn, should’ve switched to another tv…..DAMN..!!!!)

so yea, now my tv is officially the JINXED GOAL-LESS / DRAW TV…!!!