Hitochan’s Sanctuary

As a student, i often wonder, what is the responsibility of a lecturer?

Aren’t lecturers the people you turn to when you’re facing difficulties in your work?

Shouldn’t they be the one to guide you through those dreadful weeks of assignments?

Shouldn’t they be the one who encourage us in our work?

well, lately, i felt that my lecturers are not doing such things. the only things that they are doing is telling things like, ‘ OH, i dunno, do you think you’ll have enough time to finish that?’

Well, first of all, it’s their problems to begin with that we’re so WAAAAAyYYy behind scehdule…some of my classmates’ plan went haywire after consulting 4 different lecturers, and having 4 different opinion splattered across you everytime you consult them.

the worse part is that THEY ARE NOT ALWAYS TOGETHER!!!

meaning, let’s say…week 1, i consult lecturer A and B…..Lecturer A and B tells me to change this..OK..i change it…

week 3, lecturer A and B are unavailable….so lecturer C and D takes over….lecturer C and D ask me to change what lecturer A and B wanted and make something else..

OK…changes done…

week 6, lecturer A and D not free, so Lecturer B and C takes over consultation period. Lecturer B and C ask to change entire thing. (thus, back to square 1..which is week 1…planning again)

week 8, Lecturer A, B, C, D together, but all have different opinions on the thing again…..ask to change again…

and blablabla….get the picture??

SO, we students are like..LABRATS……and now, they ask us…

‘DO YOU THINK YOU CAN FINISH THAT IN TIME?!’

WHa? you people were the ones who can’t make up your mind on your so called ‘professional opinions’…..GOSh….

which is why, it all comes down to this question again…

what does a lecturer do anyway? is that something to ponder about?

hmmmm……..well, it is for me…..

p/s….yeah, i’m writing crap again, can’t blame me though, this is MY BLOG, and I AM UNDER SEVERE STRESS……

so i have license to RANT..(with uber bad english and grammatical error….) i’m going back to my roots..CHINESIA..!! HAHA

hmm….cosplayed for almost 4 years already, but there are only 2 characters i’m satisfied with….they are :

Ichimaru Gin (after many tries, the best was during Comiworld)

Heine Westenfluss (first try…was quite proud of this one)

but all my other cosplays, Kaiba Seto, Atobe Keigo, Ayame Sohma, Roy Mustang, Takuma Ichijou….i’m not really contented with these projects. ARGh….(some of them SUCKED big time)

so meaning, after i finished my assignments, must plan to redo all these characters again. phothoshoots anyone? ^^

Ah..after the Mooncake Festival, there’s the Bulan Ramadhan. Malaysia is indeed a great place to live in. There’s always 1 festival after another, and when there’s festivals, there’s bound to be….yes…you’ve guessed it right…

FOOOOOOD..!!!!!

Every evening, there’ll be tonnes of kuih stalls near my house, and knowing my mom, she’ll be dragging, if not, FORCING me to drive her around to buy those, and later at night, she’ll MAKE me eat those.

So, all these raya kuihs, resulted to the ever stubborn FATS to park themselves in my BUTT, my TUMMMY, my THIGH, etc etc…

yeah, in other words…..GAHhhhhhh.!!!! I’ve put on weight..!!!

MAN, THIS SUCKS.!!! how the heck am i suppose to lose 10kgs in 2 months?!?! *pulls hair out*

I think i’m gonna make an exercise and diet plan for myself 3 weeks later, and i have to stick to it strictly!

let’s see….

breakfast/lunch

1 bowl of corn (no added ingredients)

dinner

1 plate of steamed brocolli (no added ingredients)

everyday

GO PADANG SULTAN SULAIMAN TO JOG FOR 4 ROUNDS AND WALK FOR 2 ROUNDS.

wonder how i’ll be after a month of such diet and exercise plan…

anyone care to join me? XD it’s always better to have 2 person to go on a diet than a person..more motivation eh?

YOSH…..GAMBARIMASU….!!!!!

well, parting with someone has never been easy for me (except that maybe i HATE that person)….but i never knew parting with a costume would be that DIFFICULT too…..i was talking to my costume, saying my goodbyes and stuffs to it…..

yeah, i’m selling my ouran costume…..NO NO…not because i’ve given up cosplaying ouran characters..it’s just that, the costume has become too large for me to wear…so yeah, time to let it go. *sniffs*

gOsh…i think i’m the only person who is crazy enough to say bye byes and farewell wishes to my costumes..HAHA…but hey, that goes to show that I LOVE my costumes very very much….every experience i spend with them is cherished…because that’s the time where i enjoy and live out my passion as well as play around with my other friends who enjoy the same passion as me…!!!

so please, the new owner of this costume, GIVE HIM A GOOD HOME…..CHERISH AND LOVE HIM, LIKE HOW I DID..!!!!

GOOD BYE OURAN COSTUME………

(gosh i hope i dun do this everytime i sell a costume….@_@lll)

Gone were the days where you can play at the playground without worrying about kidnappers, sadistic perverts, parang wielding gang and robbers. What happened to the world? Why has it turned into such a dangerous place to live in?? (kinda reminded me of the settings of Togainu no Chi )

But anyways, it’s really dissapointing to see the world turn into this way. Earlier, a friend posted on a forum about a kidnapping plan that got foiled because they fought back. And just about 15 minutes ago, i just read about a parang-weilding-gang that goes around hijacking cars in damansara. Yeah, they appear to look like police, but they were driving a merc and BMW….(they had the police’s hat on)

it’s so freaking dangerous to leave home now, HECK, even to stay at home is dangerous. Like, i’ve read in a forum, whereby the robber just entered the house when she was at home studying for her exams. Good thing her brother was in the house with her that time.

it’s always a good idea to keep somekind of weapon at home, like for me, i always have my replica katana with me…yeah, it is not as sharp as the actual katana, but if i really want to, i can still kill people with that blade. (i once bled because the tip poked my finger….swt)

Well, the bottom line is, yeah, we’ve reached 50 years of independence, so what? we can’t even have a sip of tea in the mamak stall without worrying that some crazy weapon weilding gang attacking us. Worse still, now we can’t have our little siblings play around in the playground without being supervised anymore..(i loved those times when i was back in standard 3….i used to dump my bag and run to the playground in front of my house)

as dissapointed as i can be, life still has to go on….anyways, just to be on the safe side, people, especially girls, try to get someone to sit with you when you drive at night. i’ve been hearing so many cases of carjackings lately, it’s scaring me.

now would be the best time to have kira kill off all these barbaric animals and let the world be a better one to live in. OH, DEATH NOTE…WHERE ART THOU!?? WE NEED YOU TO RID OF ALL THESE BARBARIC CRIMINALS..!!!!

p / s ……hmmm…i just read something that is interesting in a magazine the other day….

it seems that humans, are the only species that kills each other to achieve something. notice i used the word KILL…….animals like lions attack and battle it out for their territories..but humans…hmm…because of sheer hatred or just for pleasure?? that makes us worse than animals……..WOW…….

(especially those sadistic bastards that rape and kill women……i seriously hope the government would castrate them and jail them for life. what’s the point in letting them repent for what they did?? they’ve ruined the life of another individual. it’s best to just kill them off, that way, the world would be a better place to live in..)

so, it still goes back to KIRA BEING THE GOD OF JUSTICE..!!! (haha….i always manage to slip in anime stuffs…XD)