Hitochan’s Sanctuary

yeah, i’m here to rant about my useless group members again..and yes, it’s members with an ‘S’…

first off, let’s start with the fucking fatass , AHMED…(nope, i’m not going discreet with the names again…)

well, i’ve tried to put the sabotaging of presentation behind me and hope for the best, hoping that in production phase, he’ll be more usefull….the heck, i was wrong…to make him pass something to me is even harder than making the pigs fly….

let me explain, we’re actually in a group (that’s the worse and most unlucky thing that has happened to me so far) to make a motion graphic footage….so, we’re obviously assigned to our own respective task….i’m supposed to animate a certain animal, and he is supposed to make ready the background….and another group member is supposed to animate the human part (well,i’ll get to that later)….

anyway, we’re supposed to finish that task (according to our timeline) in week 12 and have our final testing in week 14…

but nooooooo, when i asked him for the scenes on week 12, he kept saying, i’m not done yet, or better yet, he gave me the excuse that he was admitted in the hospital…right, when i don’t ask for the work, you’re as fit as a fiddle…when i want the work, you fall sick and get admitted in the hospital…wow…how convenient is that?

anyway, after must pestering, he finally finished 1 scene..!! (when there is like, 15 scenes)….we are way behind schedule and i can’t carry on without his footages….and the excuse he gave me was, I have not finished them yet…blablabla….

in the end, i took the initiative and did EVERYTHING by myself…yes, all by myself…..his useless attitude has made me brand him as useless, worthless and NEVER AGAIN BE IN A GROUP WITH HIM…..

apart from that, it is so freaking hard to contact him….this idiotic asshole has the nerve to cut the line when i call him…and not reply to my urgent and important messages…and conveniently enough again, whenever i message him, his handphone will have either run out of credit, or the message didn’t go through…..

come on pig head, think of it this way, do you think i want to call or even listen to your pig headed voice if it is not important….MAN…you think too highly of yourself….useless bimbo..

if i had a gun, man i’ll shoot him till my ammunition ran out…(somehow i can understand why man kill each other now….out of immense hatred..!!!!)

ahem, now let’s go on to contestant/ group member no.2…..gracy..(nope, not going discreet on this again….it’s my blog, if you don’t like it, don’t read it…i dun give a damn….)

anyway, well, at least gracy is not as BAD as fat-assed AHMED…

but still, i was unhappy with her with certain issues….

everytime i want her to go to college so that i can pass some assignment-related stuffs to her, she’ll say ok online, but the following day, like 2 hours before we leave, she’ll message me and say, OH, i’m not feeling well, i’m not going to college today….

man, her ‘pattern’ is so stereotyped….it’s like the same excuse everytime…sick sick sick…..

how come i don’t get sick that CONVENIENTLY? Everytime i want to see those 2 for certain reasons, it’s always, OH, I AM SICK, or I AM NOT FEELING WELL…..

well, at least gracy DID pass me her work….(although i’m not too happy about it, i had to edit it still….)

yes, i’ve heard from friends saying that i’ll meet these type of people when i venture into the working world, but hey, these people will be sacked long time ago, no?

here i am striving hard to pass my semester, and you guys are there to make my life a living hell…hey, just wanna make things clear, i don’t have a  freaking large bank supporting me to study just so you know…..my dad worked so hard so that i can finish my tertiery education..you guys may be rich brats and snobs that can simply fling your parents’ money anywhere, but from where i came from, i cherish every single cent that my parents earn…and i wouldn’t want to make their lives hard by resitting my semesters and subjects…

you may be born with a silver spoon stuffed in your mouth, but hey, i’m not…i’m just from an average family….so if you rich kids wan to fail your semesters, go do it alone, and leave me out of it….

i’m different from you guys……

well, once again, i’ll stress…this is my blog…if your name is mentioned and you don’t like it, heck, i don’t give a damn…..

if you don’t like it, well, DON’T READ IT..!!

hmm…lately i’ve been wondering, whether it’s possible to set up a photoshoot group….i mean, i love to cosplay, and i wouldn’t want my costumes to just end up in the closet untouched.

i’ve seen a few websites, the japanese type, where they have perfect cosplay groups, with their photographers…

so i was thinking, hmm…maybe this could work….^^

the thing is, i need people, who cosplay….haha….

oh well, hopefully i can form a photoshoot group…i mean, cosplaying for conventions are cool, but sometimes the surrounding and background is just not appropriate..^^

oh well, we shall see if i succeed in forming a group…^^

yeah, well, literally speaking, i WAS really attacked by pokemon….

well, it’s a virus called ‘hacked by pokemon’…DAMN…i was so frustrated the entire afternoon, thinking of ways to kill this damn thing..i tried all sorts of anti virus, norton, mcafee, avira, bitdefender…GAH…all are useless against this damn pokemon crap…

in the end, i slowly figured out, cracking my mind to delete this nuinsance…

good thing in the end i managed to get rid of this bastard of a virus…

but i wasted my entire afternoon..!! DAMN..!!!

i am sooooooooo behind schedule now..!!!! my assignments are pilling up..!! DAMN..!!!

fyi, this is how i did it…just in case anyone encountered this little bastard of a virus….^^

1. open the partition which is infected (i guess all the partition will be infected)

2. go to tools - folder options - view - click on show hidden files and folders - and UNCHECK hide protected operating system files - YES - OK.

3.Delete Autorun and bha.dll files.

how to get rid of the ‘hacked by pokemon’ title

1. Start

2. Run

3. type regedit(then wait for the registry to appear)

4. ctrl + F for pokemon (or if you want to search it slowly then, be my guest!)

5. delete the registry written ‘hacked by pokemon’

6. restart your machine

this should solve the problem….if it doesnt, then it’s GG….i suggest you reformat your entire machine….^^;;;

yeapz….Thank God It;s Friday..!!!

finally the weekend is here…..gosh, you wouldn’t know how much i look forward to weekends lately….

it’s the time that i can finally relax…(well, at least i’ve decided that Saturday will be my ‘off’ day….no work, no assignments..NUTHIN!!)

and i’ll be going shopping with my fellow girlfriends tomorrow…

(OMAIGOD…LI ERN..I MISS YOU!!!! SEE WAH AND KARIN TOO!!!!)

haha…

ahem, well, finally after 1 week, i’ve finally asked my lecturer about my presentation issue last week….well, he said everyone did fine..but i’m a little doubtful on his comments…

how can everyone do well, if me and gracy weren’t given enough time to present our stuffs?!?!

damn that fatass….i still can’t forget what he did….the sabotage pig…..

today, we actually had our group discussion for the production phase…and guess what, YEA..!! THAT PATHETHIC FATASS OF A PIG DIDN’T TURN UP..!!!

gosh, how useless and hopeless can a person be?

i wasn’t really pissed today, because i’ve given up hope on him being part of the team. i mean, come on…the place you’re staying is only 20minutes drive away…and me? i have to travel at least 45 minutes to reach the college..(and that’s if i speed)

how difficult izzit to drag your fatass out of bed to go for our discussion with the lecturer??? oh, i forgot, you have a pathethic fatass hanging from the back of your useless body….

well, a useless asshole will always stay a useless asshole….

no point in me being stressed over that matter…

after all, the doctor too asked me not to be too stressed…

yeah, i went to the doctor because i had a terrible backache on wednesday(gosh, i thought i had to be hospitalized!!)….i was shocked when the doctor asked me, have i been stressed lately……

well, it seems that the doctor was right…..

and that night, my mom was so freaked out because i mentioned stuffs like ‘ I HATE LIFE’, ‘LIFE IS BORING’….and stormed into my room to do my work…..

later at night, she came to me and talked to me…i think she must’ve thought i might commit suicide or sumthing..haha….

anyway, no fret! i won’t do such stupid stuffs..!!! i haven’t lived my life enough yet…i have not cosplayed enough yet….i have not repaid my parents yet……..

GAh…time for medication…( painkiller medicines..for my backache…sheesh…and man, i have a sucky sore throat now…T^T)

well, finally my presentation is over…..but one thing….

this is the suckiest presentation ever that i’ve done…

*caution, this blog has a lot of foul languages (AND I MEAN A LOT!)..do not continue reading if you’re not confortable with it*

ahem..anyway,

there’s a group member of mine…..called AHMED….(no, i’m not gonna be discreet with it)…..i have no idea where he came from, but most definitely he is not local…

when i first saw him, i thought he is capable of doing work…and not some fucking freeloader…

yeah well, he is not a complete freeloader, he is 85% freeloader..the other 15% is his below-quality works that he just does it without any proper effort…..

anyway, when i asked him to refine the storyboard, he goes back and just adds his useless arrows, WHICH ARE supposed to be camera angles…and that was 8 days before our presentation…

here’s the situation…i’ve already told him to finish everything, the animatics, the timeline and storyboard before wednesday, which is 5 days after he added his useless arrows….

i have no idea why, but he managed to NOT finish the damn thing and couldn’t even turn up for classs at all…GOSH……that son of a bitch procrastinate and started doing only on wednesday…(GOSH..!! what a fucked up asshole!!!)

he understood fully that we will have our presentation 2 days later, which is today…(friday)..and all i have left to complete the proposal and flash stuffs is to fill in the empty pages with his bloody work……but noooooooooo….he still didn’t pass me anything…..i waited and waited…….but that fucked up son of a bitch still has not sent me anything…..and when i called him up on thursday, he told me that,’OH, I M NOT COMING FOR CLASS TODAY’…HECK…how to hell am i gonna get the stuffs from you!??! your fucking house has no fucking connection, and you send your fucking files so fucking slowly…….

fine, that’s that…..anyway, i managed to complete all the needed stuffs for presentation….

come the presentation day…today….

that useless no good AHMED came to me and asked, ‘ Hey, i need to see the proposal….i have not seen it and i dunno what to present’….i went 0____0……

HOW THE HECK AND WHY THE FUCK DO YOU NOT KNOW WHAT WE’RE PRESENTING?!?!!? I’VE ALREADY DISTRIBUTED THE FUCKING PROPOSAL……IF YOU DIDN’T RECEIVE IT, CAN’T YOU SMS ME!?!?!?!

AND DON’T FUCKING TELL ME THAT THE CC IS CLOSED….WHICH CC SHUTS IT’S DOOR AT 12!?!?!?!

COME ON..!!!!! DO I LOOK LIKE A STUPID DONKEY TO YOU?!?! YOU USELESS FATASS!?!?!?

i haven’t been sleeping well this entire week and now you want to sabotage my group presentation as well?!!?!?!?

well, yeah, he fucking sabotage the entire group’s presentation…

we were given 10 minutes per team to present out idea, and to make our idea and project work to the industry people and lecturer…(And hey, that’s our chance to prove ourselves…..)

but NOOOOoooo…that useless FATASS-ED AHMED had to sabotage EVERYTHING….

the way he presented, GOSH…..it’s as if a cow is moo-ing…….only thing, a cow’s moo is tad more interesting…..if i were a client, listening to his way of presenting, i bet, i’ll not do business with him…..or if i’m his boss, he can say goodbye to his job…

He presented so freaking slow, and the words that come out from his mouth is gosh..!! i dunno what the heck he is presenting….EVEN my friends do not understand what the heck he is presenting….even I DO NOT UNDERSTAND.!!!!!

hey, if you can’t do a thing right, SAY IT…!!!!! i can present your part for you, and you can put your fucking fatass on the chair and not present anything…….and your animatics…GOSH….you took 1 week to do it and that’s what you came up with?!?!!?!? heck, i can do better than that..!!!!!!

when i asked you any problems with the presentation, you said no..and you presented like you do not know what we’re even proposing to the audience…….GOSH..!!!!!! YOU’RE ONE STUPID BASTARD..!!!!!

we were given 10 minutes, but that bastard mother fucker ate up 7 minutes of the given time with his sucky presentation…!!!!

me and another group member weren’t given sufficient time to prove ourselves…..and in the end, i can see that the audience were a bit bored off…..OMG…EVEN I WILL FALL ASLEEP WITH HIS FUCKING PRESENTATION!!!!!..

hey bastard, if you want to fail your work, go ahead and fail yourself…unlike you, i want to pass, and not only pass, but pass with flying colors……

gosh, his actions not only sabotaged the group, he made me sooooo pissed that if i were to have a voodoo doll now, or if killing is not a crime, he’d be sooooooooooooo dead by now……i would’ve punched my fist into his fatass stomach, mash whatver internal organs he has and pull it out…and stuff it into that useless mouth of his….GOSH..!!!!!

all this time…..i’ve been through so many presentations and group works…this is the one time that i’ve been so greatly dissapointed and pissed at a certain member……how i wish i can kill him right now……

USELESS AHMED…..I HOPE YOU FAIL THIS COURSE..GO BACK TO YOUR WHATEVER COUNTRY AND ROT THERE..!!!!!!

ARGH…….i put in so much effort in this presentation and this is what you did..!?!?!?!

the idea and concept of our group was not sent out, and it’s because your took up all the time……OMG….how selfish can you get?

WHERE DID YOU PUT YOUR FUCKED UP BRAINS!!?!?

or do you even have one?!?!??!!

useless jerk……..

AHMED…YOU’RE ONE USELESS FUCKED UP BASTARD..!!!!

hmm…well, when you promise a person that you’re coming that time, be sure to be able to make it that time..!!!

if you can’t make it, then don’t go promising people that you won’t be late…

goodness…i’ve heard of malaysian time..once or twice is ok…but this is..EVERYTIME..!!!!

Does the word ‘punctuality’ actually mean anything…???

i’m not saying that you have to be RIGHT there when it strikes the promised time…i understand sometimes there are traffic jams and such, but when a person stays in the same area as you, and you’re sure that no such jams can happen, please, refrain from using that excuse….i’m not a stupid 3 year old kid…

if you can’t make it at that promised time, don’t be such a big headed idiot and ambitious bastard……it really sucks to drag yourself from bed just to wait for a late bastard…..(and who stood you up for almost an hour..and that wasn’t the first time…it’s the 2Xth time already..!!)

a person’s patience can only last that much…..

well, it was like any other normal days…as usual, me and my mom went out to KL, shop around for CNY stuffs…blablabla….and then after that since the day was far from over, we decided to head over to subang parade as our last stop for the day..

yeah, we went there, took our dinner(PROSPERITY BURGER AHOY..!! XD XD), and then walked around summore…

we went to the first floor, and after abou 30 minutes, we heard a loud ‘BANG’….i then joked to my mom saying ‘ Hmm..maybe some thugs are robbing something…XD’….then came another ‘BANG’…i didn’t really cared much….and then i saw an approaching ‘auntie’ walking towards us, the next ‘BANG’ came roaring…and then she turned and immediately started to run…

WOW…without thinking, i grabbed my mom’s arm and started to dash into a nearby boutique and into the fitting room to hide..

my mom was still in a state of blur when i told her that those loud ‘BANGS’ that we heard were actually gunshot…..(and i thought there was renovation going on after i dismissed the thought that it was gunshot..haha..)

anyway, when we dashed into the shop, the promoters in the shop were frantically trying to pull the shutters down…GOSH…she took so freaking long to close everything..!!!!

and then after that, all of us went into the fitting room and turned off the lights…people were bz callling their family members, and we can see people running everywhere from inside…

and then a few more BANGS roared…i think there were about 8 to 10 shots released…i thought of calling the police…but just great, my phone…TAKDA BATTERY.!!!! @_@;;;

then another man took his phone to call the police…but i dunno what he said..he was practically whispering on the phone….all of us were stuffed in the fitting room….(yeah, there were only 2 rooms..it was a small boutique)

after about 15 minutes, i saw many people coming out of their hiding places, and then as usual, being KEY POHS, they peeped to the ground floor…trying to see if there’s any casualties or whatsoever….

me and my mom too went outside, but we quickly walked out and towards carefour to get our car and SCRAM BACK HOME..!!!

seriously, everythig happened so fast..good thing i was with my mom…i would be worried sick if i got separated from her…(knowing her attitude, she’d be damn blur..not knowing what to do…@_@;;;)

but one thing that surprises me was, there was no scream, or anything at all…..i wouldn’t say that it was a scary and frightening experience, in fact, it was rather exciting…i didn’t feel scared or anything at all….it’s as if i felt that, i’ll be the next in line to go on a roller coaster ride…THAT’S IT..XD XD

i still do not know which shop got robbed….i suspect it would be the watch shop on the ground floor….coz that’s the most valuable shop that’s on the ground floor….(COME ON…ROLEX..OMEGA….GUESS…all those watches…some even cost RM8K per piece..!!!)

anyway, it was a thrilling experience….and hmm..my mom still wanna go back there tmrw…haha…she missed the chance to buy a piece of outfit she had her eye on when the shooting started…XD XD

yeah, OMAIGOD..!!! that’s what i’ve been saying everyday after i see the weighing scale..

nope, it’s not for the better…it’s for the worse…..

although it didn’t really show much changes….somehow, my body is bigger than usual…..

the costumes i made last year, was a little tight on me…..

and yeah, that’s BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD news….guess i’m gonna go on an extreme diet and exercise if i were to lose weight in time for chinese new year……

DAMN..!!! why is it that i put on weight so freaking easily when my cousin can eat like a pig and still stay at a model-like figure!!!!?!!?!?!?

ARGHHH…!!!

hmm..anyway, a new semester in school has begun, and i am now officially a degree student..!! XD XD

well, we are grouped with other students as well this year, so i guess the competition is harder eh…?

those ADOM students are like…PROS..!!!

but well, guess i have to try harder this semester..haha..

hmm..lately, i’ve been trying to think, does a 3 year plus friendship mean anything to you guys? coz i think some people just tend to forget their friend…..serious…they just kick you aside, and hardly even talk to you anymore….gone were the days where we play and joke together…..it’s like, the typical chipsmore advert…now you see it, now you dont..

god knows whether a friend, is actually an enemy behind….get what i mean?

as much as i say i dun care, it still hurts a little bit when you reminisce…yes i can say that i’m a cold hearted bastard who doesn’t care for anything in the world, but it all comes back to human having emotions….

oh well, as long as i know who are my true friends, who’s there when i need them, who’s always been with me, and have always spent enjoying with me……i shall cherish these friends

for those who had used me in the past, i’ll forgive you guys, but take note, i’ll never forget…..

well, as they say, what comes around, goes around….so watch your back, for you never know what’s gonna hit you…..

well, yeah, semester reopens once again on the 15th of January…..the day when i become a slave to my work again…

hmm…come to think of it, i really enjoyed my semester break this time……..shopping has never been that fun, and yeah, i spent almost 60% of my savings just for the month of december….OMG…

plus, I’VE GAINED WEIGHT….T^T….NOOOOOooooo……

i’ve put on 2 kgs……hmm…is that supposed to be normal for ppl during their sem break? oh well, guess i have to go on an extreme diet if i were to reach my ideal weight before chinese new year huh..? haha…

despite all those ’sad’ stuffs happening to me (and my savings), i still enjoyed myself….haha..

OH…speaking of which, LIM KOK WING’s services ARE slow….gosh…i received my results only TODAY….!! and they say i was supposed to receive it 2 weeks before semester reopens..GOSH…..

but i was rather happy when i saw my results…haha…

GOSH…i never knew i could get an A+ for moral..!! that’s like….SNOWING IN MSIA..!!! XD XD…..

anyway, a new semester means new challenges and obstacles…….

once again, i embark on a journey to enhance my skills…..haha..

OH…OH…another thing….recently, i’ve been infected with the star wars virus…..yeah, and hmm….i think i might drop alllllllll my other plans for next year’s cosplay to cosplay a star wars character…..

*coughsobiwankenobicoughs*

and currently hunting for a lightsaber….XD XD….

the only real major problem is….how the heck am i gonna grow beards!?!!??

meditate on this, i will……haha…

till then, MAY THE FORCE BE WITH US ALL…..

GYA…now i finally understand how it feels like to hear the *CRACK* sound coming from the back of your body…..yeah, i sprained my back…..and man….it sucks..!!! BIG TIME…!!!!

how i sprained it : -

my mom asked me to put some bags containning our winter wear stuffs into a cupboard that’s SO FREAKING HIGH…being a filial daughter…(AHEM)….i helped her…and guess what, BINGO….i climbed up the chair, lifted the bag and CCCRRRAACCKKK…..*sulks*

i suddenly feel so old…..i have to get up from a chair slowly, refrain from bending so much….GOSH…all those stuffs are like…old ppl’s actions..!!!! *sulks again*

anyway, i haven’t posted anything since before CF..!! XD XD

WALALLA….i’m here to say….CF WAS A BLAST..!!!! GOSH…enjoyed so much……well, ok, the first day was a rather bz one……but i enjoyed day 2 REALLY REALLY MUCH..!!! XD XD

haha….the gundam group were a crazy bunch..!! XDXD….the list of cosplayers for the gundam group on 2nd day..

hitokiri_sien - Heine Westenfluss (ME..!!)

natsumi shizu - Stellar (GYA..my killer…)

bakaducky aka baka baka - Shin

syuusuke - Athrun

Riko Kojima - Murrue Ramias

GAH…there’s so many others…but i kinda hung out with these ppl the most..haha…

then, we took photos..WAKKAKA..here comes the funny part…

remember stellar is supposed to be heine’s killer?

Well, there was one pic where heine (me) and stellar (natsumi) was dancing and shin (bakaducky) was looking rather pissed…GOSH..i so so so love that pic.!! XD XD

haha….

oh, btw, the chess cosplay thingy was SUPERB…i laughed till my jaw hurt….and going with my 3 bestest best buddies boosted the experience there..!!!

ern ern, neko wah lui and curry karin went to CF 2nd day with me…and they were sooooooooo fun to be with..!! XD XD

i was kinda worried that they’ll be bored, but hopefully they werent…*prays*

anyway, enough of CF…to summarize the event, CF06 was successful..XD XD although we didn’t sell much of our doujins, there are still for sale…haha….contact me if anyone wants to buy them ya..!! XD XD (WOW…PROMOTING HERE …HAHA…)

seeing that after 2 more days, the wonderful year of 2006 will give way to it’s younger sibling…..hopefully 2007 will be a brighter and greater year for me…..thinking back, i could easily say that i enjoyed this month..the month of December 2006 the best…..went out many many times with my bestest best 3 buddies…..and yet i’m still not bored of going out…haha…maybe it’s their company eh? XD XD

and in the month of December,i get to cosplay the most..!!!

hmm…lemme list out the characters i’ve cosplayed so far…haha…just for record sake…

2004 (MY FIRST COSPLAY!!)

Echizen Ryoma ( Prince of Tennis)

Kikumaru Eiji (Prince of Tennis)

2005

Seguchi Tohma (Gravitation)

Ichimaru Gin (Bleach)

2006 (The most by far.!!)

Roy Mustang ( Fullmetal Alchemist)

Kaoru Hitachinn (Ouran Koukou Host Club)

Tamaki Suou (Ouran Koukou Host Club)

Heine Westenfluss ( Gundam Seed Destiny)

Atobe Keigo (Prince of Tennis)

Gosh……..hope to have more cosplays in the year 2007..!! XD XD

started a D Gray Man group already…and guess who i’m gonna cosplay…..haha…..will reveal that (if you dunno) in my next post…if i remember…haha..XD XD

i doubt i’ll post another blog in the next 2 days….till then…GOODBYE 2006……and HELLLLOOOO 2007..!! XD XD

*throws confetti*